Rendezvous
04 March 04 : 12.37 AM
When you have no one on your mind, it feels like a burden is lifted off your heart and something that of a burden, but not nearly as warm is placed in that empty spot.
Nick asked me if I still loved Jon.
Several months ago, I would have said, "I guess in a weird way, I'd always love him somehow."
That was a fucking pathetic answer.
Now, it's a no. A curt no.
Then I was asked if I still loved Cliff.
And I say confidently, "I stopped thinking I loved Cliff when I got over Jon completely."
They don't understand that but it doesn't matter because I didn't need them to.