Rendezvous

31 May 04 : 04.21 PM

Yesterday was wrong.

Yesterday I allowed things to happen which I know shouldn't. I allowed things to happen, and things to almost happen.

Clarence calls it circumstances. Sean says it with a sigh.

Because he'd made his choice, and what am I doing? I'm just being foolish.

"Why are you so quiet? What are you thinking about?" He asked.

Cabs that move slowly round a bend. The red depresses me. The sound of fountain water surrounds.

"Nothing," I hummed. But in fact, it was everything.