Rendezvous
09 October 04 : 06.34 AM
I don't know what came over me last night.
Out of a sudden everything annoyed to a point where it just made me cry so hard, and I don't even understand what the fuck is wrong. My head hurted, my stomach hurted, and I just cried non-stop, and it didn't even have anything to do with the physical pain.
I took out the Lexotan pills that I asserted, time and again, I wouldn't take, there were 3 left, someone else took the rest I didn't touch. I took the last 3 and put them into my mouth and swallowed it with tap water. Then things didn't get better and I took 3 fluoxetine capsules and gulped it down with tap water.
I knew there was toothpaste in the glass, but who gives a fuck.
It wouldn't stop. It just fucking wouldn't stop. So I ate the rest of the drugs. All of it. 6? 8? God knows how many were there.
Though I'm feeling bettter now, I'm still a little shaky and sensitive to touch. I don't know.
What happened last night, I really don't know.