Rendezvous
25 November 04 : 11.22 PM
I don't know how to sympathise with her now that I am no longer feeling as she is.
It all started when Yvonne and I chanced upon KS and Moulmein. They were on their way to meet Rosanne, Kenneth, Nathan and Jon, and asked us along. It was then that I realised Jon's birthday was coming up, and Rosanne was planning something for him.
That night, I went to meet Daryl with Andii and J, and Rosanne asked me if I'd like to join them for his birthday. I said I didn't mind.
Jon called me on that his birthday, and asked if I were gonna meet them. I replied, "Should I not?" and he told me he wanted me to. I said I was planning to turn up anyway in a casual manner. He asked if I'd like to go meet the rest of the guys together since we lived near to one another, but I was already in town. Then it started raining really heavily and I was stuck in Paragon, and he volunteered to pick me up from there in the cab he was in, which means the driver would have to make a detour. The cab fare amounted to $15; if he hadn't picked me up it'll only be $10 or lesser.
So we went to the Esplanade for dinner and he sat opposite me. The whole time I kept saying I wanted to sit next to Nathan wherever he might be sitting. Wish granted, and I saved myself the awkwardness of sitting next to Julius or something.
I kept wondering the whole time what did I see in Jon before. I know I can never again. The considerate, thoughtful behavior that can make a gullible little girl fall.
So weird.