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14 January 05 : 11.33 PM

"This feels just like before." Jon said to me before we hung up the phone.

Err. No it doesn't.

"Yeah. It does..." I lied.

"Anything else you wanna tell me before we hang up?" he asked.

"What do you wanna hear?"

"Three words. It's simple...Goodnight, sweet dreams, I miss you, I love you... You know."

"You remember how hard it was for me to say those three words even when we were together?"

"Initially... but then it got easier for you. You said so yourself."

Ohh Kkay. "Take it the way you did before then. Before it got easier, that is."

Northern Lad doesn't sadden me anymore. Millenia Walk is just another place I don't go. I don't take out the love letters anymore. Jon's just another person I used to be close to, just like so many others.