Rendezvous
10 June 05 : 01.37 AM
I don't know how to think right now.
It's like the world has thrown to me a sparkling surprise that I am supposed to be esctatic about, but here am I wondering how did it happen.
I'm sorry I just can't connect to you. It's like you're not even real. I don't know how Helen did it, but all I know is that you're killing me. And I'm wishing you away. I shouldn't be.
All I feel now is nothing I should be.