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19 December 05 : 02.38 AM

For some reason or another, I love watching DVDs at Jarrett's place. There's a very cosy feel to it. First was watching a U2 concert some nights ago, and last night, watching a Al Pacino movie there with Justin and Ken.

I was getting sleepy watching it, it was 3am, so when Justin went out for a smoke, I went out with him, and we sat by the gate talking. Early mornings are pretty because of the moisty cold air and the sounds of insect that settles in like background music. We left Jarrett's place, and Justin, Ken and I went for some drinks before Ken drove me home.

Before I knew it, skylight drew in like air through a cigarette filter, and I wasn't even tired. I watched Pocahontas, the semi-old Disney cartoon, and realized, for the first time, how beautiful the lyrics of the songs are, despite it only being the soundtrack for a movie catered to children.

"You can own the Earth and still, all you'll own is Earth until you can paint with all the colors of the wind..."

I love the imagery evoked.

I'm fortune antithesis. I got b. a parking offence ticket once when he brought me to Chinatown in search of the Chinese dessert I was craving for, and the first time I sat in Jarrett's car, he got a ticket too.

I was at Kim's place the whole of tonight with Marilyn, watching DVDs and talking, the whole girlie stuff. We took a walk in the Botanical Gardens and ate cheap and filling seafood at a hawker place. We dolled Marilyn up, and laughed at ourselves for being 13 years old again.

Andii just said something to me, that made me wanna cry. But the only reason why it could make me feel this way, must be because there was much truth in it. I love that she was honest with me, but then again, I don't wanna feel the terrible, terrible way I do now. I just wish it wasn't as much of a truth as it really is.