Rendezvous
11 February 06 : 06.46 AM
I called him tonight, asking him when will he be leaving, next friday he says and our conversation ended within a minute.
I was at HollandV tonight with Geist and all. Justin had called me earlier telling me he was going to be there. When I saw him, he was with 3 of Christian's closest friends, and it so startlingly reminded me of something, I don't know what, but it made me quite miserable for a while.
On a much better note, hanging out with Desiree, Min and Rose every other day is pure spa treatment with rose petals and wine. Shopping, talking, laughing, and spilling secrets that embarrass ourselves or let another see a side we've never shown-- they're amazing to be with.
I don't know why he's been on my mind these days again, but he is, and god isn't this feeling fucked.