Rendezvous
20 February 06 : 07.41 PM
I took a short run around my neighborhood. I was feeling somewhat suffocated and what seems like the only thing left to do is increase my heartrate and take in more oxygen, in the purely technical sense. Being able to breathe is magical, mostly.
Randomosity for the night:
- "so, its really cool when the people you most believe in and think most believe in you suddenly find that their fingers are broken and can't pick up a phone to dial a simple number to talk to a person when that person wants to talk to them but is too pissed to call them first." - jonah. (Something I was feeling on Friday night)
- I would totally let someone with the voice of Steve Bays (lead singer of Hot Hot Heat) do me, even if he weighs 700pounds and burps with bits of food flying out of his throat right before he reaches an orgasm.
- I want to marry Beck Hansen, but he must play me songs every night and wear his signature strange fashion to bed.
- Desiree messaged me, telling me I must be at school tomorrow because we're gonna go for ice cream and a movie before English lecture. I say, "Can't wait! Anything to keep my mind off that fat, ugly pussy who can't even give me a good orgasm!" And she replied, "And who's promptly changed his sexual orientation. Yeah you've got me."
- I told Samuel I'm going to live with him in Melbourne but he tells me I've to sleep in the garage.
- I heard the ice cream man bell, first time ever in my neighborhood. Or have I just never noticed? My dad promptly went out to buy 10 servings.
- I've been stealing cashew nuts from the kitchen, 7 halved ones at a time.
- Michelle is trying to tempt me into becoming an air-stewardess to be with her in Dubai. Suddenly I just want to do anything to get out of this country.
- I think it would have been due by now.
The air felt stale and the sky was looming close above me like it wanted to encapsulate my world so nothing can escape again, anymore. I was stuck in this urban city of stagnant cold air and stars you can barely see.
Only for tonight, perhaps.