Rendezvous
19 June 06 : 11.23 PM
Okay, the fear of failing has actually caught up with me.
I spent the last three weeks sleeping in late, waiting for the weekends, playing silly computer games, having too much supper, reaching home at 3am about 3 times a week, hanging out with the same people, reading celebrity gossips (I'm loser like that) and old Readers' Digest issues.
And today, I haven't touched the books either.
Which means that I have to either sleep 3 hours a day and spend the rest of the time studying, or face the consequence of failing. Failing didn't seem that bad before, like, everyone else failed and nobody gave a shit. But here, where everyone studies like crazy and FAILURE = tsk-tsk NO PROSPECTS LOSER COCK-SUCKER, it's a bit nerve-wrecking to not be like one of them. So I'm a fucking conformist that way.
Wish me luck.