Rendezvous
24 September 06 : 09.53 AM
Before I knew it, my window turned misty and there was light enough so that I no longer needed the synthetic one in my room.
Tonight was MOS and Attica with the girls, with Danii (with his friends but always near me). It was a night of meeting old friends, friends that I used to hang out with... Friends I still meet up with sporadically... People I still see around but never got close to.
(Come to think of it, at present, every friend of mine I meet only sporadically...)
When I'm at their tables in the club, I don't want Danii. I want the past, yet I can't put my finger on what.
There are times like that 3 days spent entirely with Raymond and Kenneth. That night playing cards at Kenneth's place till I could hardly keep my eyes open. Talking to Chris till the sun came up. Spending the entire 3 days in an estate (where Kenneth lives) I was and still am, unfamiliar with.
Or, nights with Felicia, Sam and all, walking, laughing, taking pictures, drinking (they, not me) at Boat Quay. I was always the one who had to go home the earliest. I think they waited for the first bus at 6am.
I hardly remember most of the stuff anymore.
But tonight there was Danii, who wanted to get to Smoove from the main arena, and there was a short way that connects both, which is the ladies' restroom. I was kidding when I said, come, let's go this way, dear. Then Kim tells him, when I count to 3, you run, okay? Without a second for deliberation, Kim and Felicia ran with Danii into the ladies' restroom and out through the other door. I didn't even have time for a reaction; it happened in about 5 seconds flat. There's my crazy girlfriends and my spontaneous lover for you.
There was a lot of "let's meet up soon" and "we must catch up" tonight. If I'm not doubtful about it ever taking place, then I'm skeptical of whether it can sustain.
(But mostly I want Danii because he makes promises that are almost believeable like at my place at 5am to discovery channel on television, and he's got Felicia's stamp of approval, a very rare occurence in fact.)