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20 April 07 : 01.50 AM

Lester's words here touched some tender spots in my apparently-almost-defunct heart, although I'm fortunate enough to still have her by my side. As I look at her today, in her recently elevated status to that of a mother, I bit my lips so that I wouldn't cry. It's so gay and she'd probably laugh at me (albeit lovingly) for being such an emotional puss, especially since it's for no real reason at all. In the car, I saw her hold baby Laurel and with her dainty fingers stroke the little smooshpie's arm.

I wanted to cry when she announced that j5's proposed to her, when I saw her say "I do" in front of hundreds of people, when I found out she was having a baby,

and the first time I saw the little precious in her arms, still red and shivering, not yet used to such a world as this.