Rendezvous
26 July 07 : 08.05 PM
I just realised how little time I actually spend with my friends. I was too unavailable, too absorbed in myself and my "pains", too busy meeting other or new friends, too cool to do too many things, too lazy to travel out of my comfort area, too everything and everything and everything that maybe I hardly know anyone actually.
Today a reporter called me, and asked me a few questions about her. I guess I didn't give the correct answers or something, or answers that coincided with other friends', because he said, not condescendingly or anything, "maybe you don't know her anymore. You were close to her when you guys were young". And that really shot me in the heart.
Kim had called me from Taiwan 2 weeks before, asking me if I knew anything. We were talking about it and she said, "You really should spend more time with her when she gets back. She really listens to you, you know." That got to me too, because I don't know when that is going to happen.
So what now?