Rendezvous
09 December 08 : 04.45 PM
So I said yes, it's kinda serious now. How did it get serious? I didn't answer. Instead I said he's good to me. He doesn't give me any reason to be upset at him. I know he tries.
Then I made someone upset with that. This morning I received a message,
I'm sorry about last night. The feelings came back in a rush, something I'd become so unfamiliar with that hurt like a bitch. Most days I'm happy. I've got good people around me and nonsense fillers like Mel. But there are moments when you're right there. In a song that comes on. In a dish we would order. In the time of the day I would be setting off to see you. In an article of clothing you got me. In a place we trawled together before. You are still around. You probably will be after as well. And I doubt anybody will ever have that kinda lingering effect.