Rendezvous
24 March 10 : 06.04 PM
A boy asked me out for a movie. A movie premier, asked if I wanted to go with him, 'cos he didn't know who else to ask. Very harmless, I think, not intending anything. He did say to ask my boy along, or at least to ask him, because he really just thinks we'd be awesome friends and wants to know me a little better. But it's not like his agenda should be a key deciding factor. And I could really use some good company right now...
The part of me that remembers how I was scolded, scolded, scolded, shouted at, wants to reply "I'd love to." But the part of me that loves madly, wants to reply "Sorry, will be with my boyfriend."
Sadly, the part that loves has always been bigger than the part that remembers. This was always how I led my life. I just wish he'd see it the way I do.