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14 February 04 : 01.45 AM

I was almost caught by my dad for not attending school. He came to my room, at about two o'clock in the afternoon.

"Aren't you supposed to be in school?" He asked.

"I... I just reached home. Friday prayers, early dismissal." I lied. He believed, and I quickly left the house.

Before I went to meet Sylvia, I was at Mt. Elizabeth Hospital with Mom. We went to find the psychiatrist I used to visit. Ms. Teo wanted the records of my previous treatments, and Mom had regretfully misplaced it. So we didn't have a slightest idea of how we're going to find the doctor. I don't even know her last name actually, she always told me to call her Gillian.

Mom had to call a couple of people; from my primary school principal to the nurse that had referred me to Gillian. Finally, we managed, out of sheer luck, to get the right clinic on the first try. Although I'm not too sure of the outcome, because I left earlier, I hope we do get the records so at least I'd be in for a laugh.

Anyway, Sylvia and I made our way to Tamasek Polytechnic's Openhouse. The problem is, we weren't even sure how to get there because it's practically the other end of Singapore from where we live.

Anyway, Sylvia and I ended up just talking the whole time, and not really looking at the courses but just collecting as many brochures as possible. When weirdo guys stared and whistled, we stared back, but laughed to ourselves when we can no longer see them.

Speaking of weirdo guys...

Wayne: So... are you gonna meet me tomorrow?
Me: Don't think so. Sorry. It's valentine's.
Wayne: Haha, I'm joking. I'm going out with my friends. So, ..enjoy okay.

I haven't exactly told those guys I won't be going out with them on that day. I've just been dragging, telling them I'd have to see how it goes on the day itself. I know it's a nasty thing to do, leading them on, but I don't know how to say no. But then again, I want to know that if I decided I wanted to go out with any of them, I could.

Except Wayne actually. He just irritates me so bad, I had to do that.

Right now, I'm trying to take life by the day. But I'm still hoping.

Oh by the way, Have a happy Valentine's day.