Rendezvous
29 February 04 : 02.49 AM
An entry this girl wrote.
My name is: Vicki
I may seem: Opinionated/Bitchy or Sweet/Shy or Smart/Overconfident. It soley depends on when you see me.
But I'm really: All of the above. Or maybe none.
People who know me think: I'm too emotional, too softhearted.
If you knew me you'd probably: not want to be close to me.
Sometimes I feel: angry.
My days are pretty: much nothing I can complain about.
Yesterday: I skipped school again.
In the morning I: got tuition from Jonathan for Additional Math.
I like to sleep: late.
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: Drinking coffee.
Money is: important. I've learnt.
One thing I don't have that I wish I did is: Everything.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: Sore eyes.
All I need is: love.
If I had one wish it would be: to be happy.
Love is: suicide. (Bon Jovi - I'll be there for you)
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: wish.
If I could see one person right now it would be: Jon. (I don't know why, he came into my mind first, so I have to be honest right?)
Something I want but I don't really need is: a nape piercing.
I live for: myself.
I am afraid of: loneliness.
It makes me angry when: people JUST DON'T GET IT.
I have dreams/nightmares about: me crying.
I daydream about: being perfect.
1 Year Ago, I:
was this little girl who felt like crying all the time but pretended to laugh and make contact with boys so it'll make me feel better.
2 Years Ago, I:
was in love.
Yesterday I:
cried. So did she.
Today, I:
sat at my dining table for hours, but got up every 5 minutes to get something to eat or go play the piano. I sat at the dining table pretending to study so they can't force me to go out.
Six Songs I Know All the Words To, Even Without the Music:
1. Stay by Lisa Loeb
2. Northern Lad by Tori Amos
3. Runaway Train by Soul Asylum
4. Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
5. Don't Cry by Guns 'N Roses
6. Superman by Eminem
Top Five Locations I'd Like To Run Away To:
1. Athens, Greece
2. Paris, France
3. Cairo, Egypt
4. Vienna, Austria
5. Venice, Italy