Rendezvous
21 October 06 : 06.01 PM
Oh Painpainpain of mine,
How can you do this to me right now? You plagued me the last few weeks, moving from my lower abdomen to my stomach and now you've made home of my kidney. Pain, you stay there happily. Sharp but happily.
Because you pierced my stomach yesterday at school yesterday, Danii had to pick me up. Oh you make him worry so. Pain, because you live, each step I took made me cry, Fu had to hold me, Danii had to hold me, my mommy had to hug me. You made me feel like I was better off dead.
And worst of all! You stayed and you became more playful when the doctor was examining me. He wanted to know where you were from. Because you existed, when he pressed his warm hand on my stomach, I was flinching and I was crying. The nurse beside me was comforting me, "Don't be tensed, don't be tensed, it's okay, it's okay." But it wasn't.
Then there was the needle, Pain, to relieve you. Clear liquid into my arm so you'll dissipate like you never belonged. But you stayed, you didn't bother me as much as before the needle, but you stayed, and I was wheelchaired.
I was wheelchaired like a patient. I'm not a patient! I'm an A'levels taker! Oh dear me.
Get away from my kidney, Pain. Stay in my stomach like gastrics, but leave my kidneys alone. I can't sleep at night, I can't walk, I can't breathe properly, all because you stay in a kidney, a kidneybean of mine.