Rendezvous
14 October 06 : 01.16 PM
the one gasping (here), jules
fever burns me deeper, me
the one gasping (here) says:
hey i wanted to tell you somethuing
fever burns me deeper says:
oh yes
the one gasping (here) says:
don't be scared. well, if he can love you with all ur fears, it's not that bad?
fever burns me deeper says:
yea thanks.. i dont even know why this time i'm so hesitant when he's being so much better to me than any guy has ever been.
the one gasping (here) says:
because you love him
the one gasping (here) says:
and you dont want him to hurt you
fever burns me deeper says:
love's shitty right?
the one gasping (here) says:
but a rainbow-shitty kinda way.
fever burns me deeper says:
i guess that's what they call the beautiful pain.
the one gasping (here) says:
yeah. THE beautiful pain. nothing is more beautiful, and more painful than love herself.