Rendezvous
20 December 06 : 02.14 AM
You know you've reached obsession when:
- after you found out he's slept with a mutual acquaintance, a general, observatory statement from him like "I don't remember her legs being so long" now perturbs you.
- you get exceedingly annoyed when your plans don't coincide, because it means that at some point or another the two of you have to part for like, 0.00023 seconds or something.
- you know your stance on non-intrusive? the one you've always been proud of yourself for? No, you don't know it anymore. You have to constantly check yourself to restrain from looking through his stuff.
- you want to stop him from smoking even though you have absolutely no reason to and never did want to. Only because it seems like a totally girlfriend behaviour. There goes your stance on non-intervention too.
- you have these nightmares of him cheating on you, and you almost believe them. Increasingly, even though he has never given you a reason to. (You wake up after the dream, and he's there and you're mad at him for the dream.)
- seeing him 24 hours consecutively is not enough.