Rendezvous
13 December 06 : 01.09 AM
Ever since the flirtlog where he told Jonw that I have the look of an angel, Danii's been calling me Angel or Ange, more so than he calls me the typical dear or darling names.
So it can be anything from Angel, what are you doing? to I miss you, Ange which I find exceedingly sweet. Although there's that occasional, Baby... Kiss me.
This is what happens when you get attached. All you talk about is how you spend time with him, the nice things he does for you or the nice things you do for him but it doesn't matter because they're all pretty much the same anyway.
Then you realise that half the world's enjoying themselves and you're not a part of it, maybe you're jealous maybe you're envious. Anything, you're just not a part of it. You don't know half your friends anymore, where have they gone? They let you see pictures, look at this party I was at... or anything along those lines, but you weren't there. Your whole life revolves around that single person. A single person, uno.
And you know what's the craziest part? You wouldn't want it any way else but this.