Rendezvous
16 September 08 : 11.26 AM
It's just, I was sick and feeling horrible with a throbbing headache and a call comes, and I hardly have the voice to speak.
But he was just being concerned. He had the morning off and wanted to do lunch with me. I told him I was sick, so he called out of concern. I said I didn't wanna go to the doctor, but he kept insisting, so I just snapped at him.
I said, don't do this. Stop doing this. You are not my boyfriend anymore, don't do this.
But it was out of line. I realised once it got out of my mouth. Then he said, no, not as a boyfriend, but as someone who still cares for you.
What on earth am I doing, really?