Rendezvous
26 October 05 : 01.52 AM
Yesterday, Rose and I went to town where I went to get a lace top I really like, and went to Borders after. I was terribly upset that Anais Nin was out of stock, and shipping may only arrive after 2 weeks. I'm afraid I might forget all about it by that time, which is highly possible. We talked about a lot of things, and about our hidden dislike for people (which I more blatantly show sometimes), and she wanted to get Troy, the movie so today we could go over her place to watch dvds and snack at the same time.
Which didn't happen, and I met Desiree in town, again Borders. It was raining and I got caught in the rain after getting off the cab, and it felt like a shower. After entering Borders, I was chilled to the bone. We went to Kinokuniya to look for my Anais Nin book, but upon asking the staff there, I found that they have already returned the books to the supplier. I was so disappointed because I wanted to get one copy for myself and one for Jules.
The letter Jules wrote to me still recites itself inside my head. She quotes Anais Nin, and says how I can be strong, in her own, powerful words. I love the way she writes. They make me feel raw and exposed.
After the disappointment experienced at Kino., Desiree and I went to get some gelato, abstaining from the oh-so-sinful chocolate fudge extra-chewy brownie. We walked to somewhere we could sit and talk, and I really enjoyed doing so until I felt nauseous and vomited everything I ate. I still felt bloated but slept it off.
I have no idea how to end entries anymore.